An Identity within.....

Lost in the thoughts, lying at ease....
I am all alone, still not with me.
Painting a picture, carving a dream....
blindly I run, noone else I see.

I hear those giggles.... n feel those whispers
lending my ears, I trace its course....
lot many others ... try to come in the way
just to make it more n more hoarse.

I crush e'thing and then look for a leap.....
hoping for a thrust up... or a push deep.
Higher I fly, or even deeper I dive,
both places I gasp for breath....
which only you could provide.

I get your aroma ... flowing in the air....
with the breeze which braces me all over.
Turning around I look for you, in vain....
to find myself as 'lost in my own world' .. luver.

Ahead I move n behind I see....
yearn for this search to come to an end.
Happen to land myself .. in the woods....
standing infront of just another bend.

Weary I turn ... feeling deep thirst....
lead my steps towards a silent lake.
I loose my breath, seeing the water surface....
is that really you .. or just s'thing fake.

Tempted I get, like a kid so small....
and stretch my hand .. to take your feel.
To my surprise, I loose you with the ripples....
also goes along with, all my face appeal.

Suddenly I float in the air... like a falling kite....
then tumble as a golf ball, speeding into a hole.
What's that power, whoz that force....
drives all away, from my own poor soul !

Then I return, soaked with dismay....
like an Oyster couldn't find its own pearl.
bearing a smile, you stood infront of me....
now I couldn't believe .. after seeing my girl.

Before I move, you gave a gentle kiss
and read the question on my face ....
Where were you, my dulcinea ???
for whom I made such a long chase....


" I was moving beside you, all the while....
you don't need to search me across the mile.
I am your shadow .... part of your soul ....
you didn't feel this and missed your goal.
I laughed with you, I danced with you....
n was a part of every moment of cheer.
Was holding you tight when you feared....
never feel me away ... oh my dear ....
never feel me away .... oh my dear .... !! "